Yarn self awareness

 Since I couldn't decide what to start next this past week, I concentrated on finishing.  I realized that I was only a couple inches away from finishing a complete pair of socks.  In part as a defense against the Second Sock Syndrome, and in part out of memory preservation, I had been knitting both socks at the same time.  I hadn't knit socks for a while, and found my skills as bit rusty.  So I went back and forth between both socks, in an attempt to ensure they were identical twins.  I cast on the toe, and increased to the foot, then did the same on the second sock.  I knit the foot, then did the same.  I did the heel, well, you get the point.  This is only the second time I have knit two socks at the same time.  It seems like the progress is so slow, then all of a sudden, you are only a couple inches away from a PAIR of socks.  Just in time for winter!

My guys were away camping this weekend.  I would have gone, but my mother is abroad this month, and someone had to stay home with the doggies.  (She usually dogsits for us.)  36 child-free/husband-free hours is not a bad thing.  Along with my list of cleaning chores, I wanted to break through my knitting block.  

As I was rearranging and visiting in yarn in my stash, I identified what my barrier.  I have really stepped up my yarn quality.  With my Local yarn store closing two years ago, and a dear friend hosting a de-stashing  party, and some stunning yarns that I secretly bought on Ravelry (Shhhh, don't tell my husband), I have some high quality, truly beautiful yarns.   I was so looking forward to turning some of them into beautiful knitted objects, but then I was struck with self doubt.  Would this yarn be right for this project?  The yardage be enough?  The drape/stitch definition be appropriate?   I didn't want to make a mistake, and have to risk damaging the yarn by frogging.   Quality yarn had made me gun-shy about making a mistake.  Once I realized this, it was easy to overcome.  For what is the use of having delicious yarns if they are stuck in my yarn room for all eternity?  

I did my research:  I looked at the pattern, other examples of that pattern on Ravelry, other projects with that yarn on Ravelry. . . . then I cast on.

   This is a nice start for the day.  I have a new skein of sock yarn and a pattern picked out too.  

Today, it is all about the starts. 

The opposite of startitis

 First things first, a new Finished Object to show off.  Radiating Rubies.  Started at some point in 2021, and off the blocking pads this morning.  And it is STUNNING.  

I just love the miracle of blocking

And here you see the close up of the lace pattern.  The pattern is Radiate, free on Ravelry.  The lace pattern itself is not too difficult.  The overall pattern is customizable, and I found the instructions of which chart to use when and for how many times to increase stitches as needed a bit confusing.   All in all, a rewarding knit.  

So now what to put on the needles?  One disadvantage of having my elliptical in the same room as my yarn is a find myself staring at all of my beautiful yarns, and thinking about pretty things to start next,.  Now that I have finished something an can start, I find myself facing complete indecision.  I have a number of things in my Ravelry Queue, already paired patterns and yarns from my stash.  This should be easy, but I still can't decide.  

I started one shawl, but after a few rows, I am questioning the gauge.  I worked a little on a WIP that has been long neglected, but I am also questioning the gauge.  Also, both are not intricate lace projects.  I just finished a more complex pattern, so I can start another complex difficult pattern.  I am not usually so indecisive about my knitting.  

Today, it is all about  the indecisiveness.